wow... Michael White. Hello! and Good to see you awake again. I was afraid you might have jumped into some kind of great abyss by now. Definately I am happy to see that you're still writing. Dark though it is~it does compliment the light. Keep writing, keep learning. Explore Michael...there will come a time (if it hasn't come yet) when you will become sick of/from all the darkness of this world and the light inside you will have to be fed. As you so eloquently wrote not so long ago: 'The God Machine is Hungry'. I tell you now that ' the God machine' is within you and if you chose to feed (LOVE) your own life force...you will begin to become transformed and will trancend even your own brilliant, restless self as well as everything else you ever thought you knew about the physical and/or metephysical world.
question of the day Michael: WHO is The ultimate headonist?
write me back my talented young friend, Sarah

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We are not human beings having a spiritual experience: We are spiritual beings having a human experience

check your messages mike!

excellent.
start posting!

i look forward to reading.

You a Sucka!

Click it sucka!

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It's what we've been taught that some hold to be true
But the truth is just lies that we're forced to view

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I wonder if Jesus got pissed because he couldn't get laid his entire life?
Great Art=playground~xxhauntedxx
A place for dark writers~dark-writing
A cool chick !CageyButterfly

update your journal, tell me what's happing in life



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Ha, a favorite .

Very appreciated man.

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Thanks for the

HEY!!!HEY!!!!

just wanted to say hi

---I hate people

Check you messages, dude.

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I wonder if Jesus got pissed because he couldn't get laid his entire life?
Great Art=playground~xxhauntedxx
A place for dark writers~dark-writing
A cool chick !CageyButterfly

HEY STUCK UP~! the poetry machine is HUNGRY!

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We are not human beings having a spiritual experience: We are spiritual beings having a human experience

Hey there Michael White! I still think of you and wonder where your life is taking you.........drop me a line next time you grace DA!

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deeeeeeeep very deeeeep...

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*edited version*


Actually it is, I've been feeling a lot better now. I never really had any friends. Heh, black heart, thanks. Not being on the same page? It takes more than one page to make a book. I know I'm neither sorely missed by anyone nor will I be remembered. I had to finalize the separations that had already started within my own mind. I've never had friends for longer than a couple years at a time. I'm feeling much better having this great weight lifted from my shoulders. I can't live in a drug induced sense of being happy with myself, and confident in my actions. I'm tired of being nothing, I’m tired of being alone, and I'm tired of wearing a fake smile. This is a decision that I made and am pretty happy with, I don't like how it effects you guys, being full of negativity, but I've actually tried to do this before on a couple of occasions. Maybe your guy's hatred for me and what I said will bring you guys even closer. Remember when I wasn't practicing with the band and not leaving the house? Well that was my unsuccessful attempt at separation from all of you. What was really driving me into those depths of insanity was knowing that the only way I could get you guys to disappear was to piss you off majorly. So, instead of saying, "Guys I really don't feel like hanging out anymore." again. (Which was said twice before that I know of.) I felt I had to say fuck you all, so that you would actually listen to something I said. So in turn I put it on DA, you read it, responded, told Jon, he responded by getting on DA, which is something he hadn't done in a year (I'm impressed), and the shit hit the fan, you came back a few days later and responded again. This didn't just come out of nowhere. I don't know why shit goes down like this, but it does. I'm not sure if my case was presented well, or if you'll understand what I'm trying to type, but this is an explanation.

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I wonder if Jesus got pissed because he couldn't get laid his entire life?
Great Art=playground~xxhauntedxx
A place for dark writers~dark-writing
A cool chick !CageyButterfly

Actually it is, I've been feeling a lot better now. I never really had any friends. Heh, black heart, thanks. Not being on the same page? It takes more than one page to make a book. I know I'm neither sorely missed by anyone nor will I be remembered. I had to finalize the seperation that had already started within my own mind. I've never had friends for longer than a couple years at a time. I'm feeling much better having this great weight lifted from my shoulders. I can't live in a drug induced sense of being happy with myself, and confident in my actions. I'm tired of being nothing, I'mtired of being alone, and I'm tired of wearing a fake smile. This is a decision that I made and am pretty happy with, I don't like how it effects you guys, being full of negativity, but I've actually tried to do this before on a couple of ocassions. Maybe your guy's hatred for me and what I said will bring you guys even closer. Remeber when I wasn't practicing with the band and not leaving the house? Well that was my unsucsessfull attempt at seperation from all of you. What was really driving me into those depths of insanity was knowing that the only way I could get you guys to disappear was to piss you off majorly. So, instead of saying, "Guys I really don't feel like hanging out anymore." again. (Which was said twice before that I know of.) I felt I had to say fuck you all, so that you would actually listen to something I said. So in turn I put it on DA, you read it, responded, told Jon, he responded by getting on DA, which is something he hadn't done in a year (I'm impressed), and the shit hit the fan, you came back a few days later and responded again. This didn't just come out of nowhere. I don't know why shit goes down like this, but it does. I'm not sure if my case was presented well, or if you'll understand what I'm trying to type, but this is an explination.

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I wonder if Jesus got pissed because he couldn't get laid his entire life?
Great Art=playground~xxhauntedxx
A place for dark writers~dark-writing
A cool chick !CageyButterfly

Don't wtf? The show got canceled and all you guys did was fucking roll over and die. "Oh well, fuck the show." That was shit I really wanted to do!

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I wonder if Jesus got pissed because he couldn't get laid his entire life?
Great Art=playground~xxhauntedxx
A place for dark writers~dark-writing
A cool chick !CageyButterfly

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I wonder if Jesus got pissed because he couldn't get laid his entire life?
Great Art=playground~xxhauntedxx
A place for dark writers~dark-writing
A cool chick !CageyButterfly

hey, thanx for the kind comment!! and for the Fav !!!
made my day... Nice journal poetry!

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Thanks for the comment on cant...i'm glad i could inspire someone..now i can die happy. anyway, she is supposed to be crying blood ...i always thought that was cool too.
Sorry i just got a chance to check my comments today.

-----I Hate People.

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Can't Cope.....
Don't Mope...
There's Hope...
Smoke Dope!!

I'm still trying to think about what I want to do with that fucking tree.....

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I wonder if Jesus got pissed because he couldn't get laid his entire life?
Great Art=playground~xxhauntedxx
A place for dark writers~dark-writing
A cool chick !CageyButterfly

Thankx for your comments on

IT SEEMS LIKE ONLY YESTERDAY [link]

Thankx and no. These guys found me where I sell my art and asked me to create a cover for them

Thankx for the fav my friend

hi sweety

ty for the comment on [link] and on [link] was sweet of u